yhelllowwww!
so i haven't updated my journal in over a year lol.
and i was reading my last entry and noticed that i've done a lot of the things i said i'd wanted to do.
so i guess here i'll update everyone on those things.
i'll quote the old entries for easy reference too i guess.

"--i love waitressing.
best job i've ever had i think.
which is sad.
but i'm 18 so whatevvs."

so i still love waiting tables lol.
but i've been working at p.f. chang's since november which is wayyyyy better than the cheddar's i was working at when i posted that.
so yay for me lol.

"--i want a tattoo.
like really bad.
me and coco bear got henna tattoos of stars on our wrists at six flags last week.
i'm gonna get a real one like that but i can't decide if i want one like the henna i got but a little smaller.
or like how courtney got hers.
tough decision."

so i definatly don't think i want a tattoo anymore lol.
a little too permanent for me.
the only place i think i could get one would be on the back of my neck, right on my hairline.
and it'd have to be really tiny.
and cute.
lol so ya, not gonna happen.

"--i really want to get my lip pierced.
but my job doesn't allow that.
so i gotta find out if they'll let me wear a spacer or something.
and i kinda wanna get my nose pierced too.
i dunno.
i'm getting the lip done first no matter what though so yaa."

been there, done that lol.
chang's definatly doesn't mind piercings so i got my left labret done back in december.
then my nose and right industrial in march.
and just the other day i took my labret out and got my monroe done instead.
and i'm hoping on getting a helix piercing or something on my left ear sometime soon.
lol i think i'm addicted to piercings

"--i really wanna move out.
like right now.
but i have no money.
and i can't live by myself.
cuz i'll get lonely and depressed.
so i gotta stop spending all of my money.
and find someone to live with.
and find a cheap apartment in a good area.
good luck to me."

so i did the whole move out thing back in november.
had a really nice apartment over in euless with michelle.
but michelle being an idiot, it all went to shit and i had to leave at the beginning of july with the help of my brother and his friends.
our original lease ends at the end of july, but we didn't turn in out notice until the end of june so we have to pay for august as well.
whatevvs really though.
i'm over and out, and she's gonna have to deal with fucking her life up.
which is totally fine with me really.

anyways, i'm really only doing this because of my monroe piercing lol.
when they do lip piercings, they usually put a really long bar in it because of the swelling and i won't be able to change it til this weekend.
i ended up having to ask off like 6 days at work.
and i've put myself under house arrest until i can change the jewelry because it sticks out really far and looks awful.
so i'm really bored lol.
i might head out to blockbuster in a minute though.
i downloaded a game onto my wii the other day to keep myself occupied but i beat it within 2 days.
so i need to go rent a new game lol.
oh shit!
i forgot i wanted to go to best buy and get that harvey birdman game.
damn i better get ready.
uhhh god this is long lol.
leave comments?
bye.

ummm ya.
just noticed that i haven't updated my journal since february.
so i'm doing it now.

ya so last week i went to california.
it was awesome.
i love northern california so much.
and i'm really pissed that my dumb ass parents made us leave it when i was little.
but anyways.
i used up like 6 rolls of film while there.
the series of trees i posted the other day is from armstrong grove, one of the redwood forests.
two of the other rolls are being developed right now.
and the other two are waiting til albertsons can get it's act together.
my 6th roll got all fucked up and didn't even come with a disk, so those might not even make it onto here.

hrm so here's some stuff pertaining to my life right this second:
--i love waitressing.
best job i've ever had i think.
which is sad.
but i'm 18 so whatevvs.
--i want a tattoo.
like really bad.
me and coco bear got henna tattoos of stars on our wrists at six flags last week.
i'm gonna get a real one like that but i can't decide if i want one like the henna i got but a little smaller.
or like how courtney got hers.
tough decision.
--i really want to get my lip pierced.
but my job doesn't allow that.
so i gotta find out if they'll let me wear a spacer or something.
and i kinda wanna get my nose pierced too.
i dunno.
i'm getting the lip done first no matter what though so yaa.
--i really wanna move out.
like right now.
but i have no money.
and i can't live by myself.
cuz i'll get lonely and depressed.
so i gotta stop spending all of my money.
and find someone to live with.
and find a cheap apartment in a good area.
good luck to me.

yaa so that's it.
dun't expect another journal update for a long time

umm i haven't updated my journal in forever so i'll do it now while i'm bored lol.
umm life has been good lately.
i graduated from high school in december and started at the local community college, TCC, last month.
funn shiit.
blah i feel sick right now.
giant bowl of ramen + a monster = not goooood ;_;
anyways.
i worked at circuit city for seasonal and was "let go" last month and didn't work the whole month.
so i just got my job back at i Fratelli and started again yesterday.
i'm getting paid $2 more this time though and will hopefully get more hours, so now maybe i'll actually be making money there lol.

anyways.
w00 w00 i turn 18 next month!
it's gonna be awesome.
i'm getting a new computer.
and i'm gonna make pat help me pick out a good one and get it really cheap lol.
and i wanna get my ears pierced again and maybe my nose or lip.
so w00 w00.
maybe have a party?
i dunno.
it's gonna be funn.

hrmm so i'm done

my senior theme suucks.
boo.
and i'm excited about school tomorrow.
i get to go home at 12:30 because of the pep rally schedule, w00t!
ha haa.
and i'm super excited about college.
tccpiratesfolyfe?
lawl.

and umm.
i like really wanna go to six flags.
and ride the titan.
and mr. freeze.
in the front.
with my arms up the whole time.
so i can black out like 5 times.
mmm rollercoastersaremylove<3

soo...
looks like i'm graduating from high school in december.
yup, only 4 months of school left.
i'm very excited.
but i'm probly gonna go to TCC so boo -_-
lol oh well, it's gonna be uber.